I wish to forget myself, forget the family who never cared The mother who was never there The father who never treated me Like a daughter I wish to forget the ghost of My past and the ghost I became I wish to forget the Bad memories that Would roll down my cheeks I wish to forget the sight of me in the mirror To forget the reflection of Black and blue I wish I didn’t forget Forget how to feel Forget how to laugh I wish I didn’t forget How to talk normally . How to act normally. How to be happy. How to be mad I wish many things, to exist is not one