Sad Poems

There are stories I've told myself long enough to be real felt them in my bones and know them to be yours as they cling to each other likie a man and a woman who have years of stories that need to continue and for reasons of death like passing moonlight on old shoes must be told as steps in the dark on the way to the bathroom real and ok because the love is in the bed sleeping and you could again fill the indented space he left with the memory of his stomach and large chest against your back and his breathings loud enough to be yours Marcelene I mosca

Lost myself , my blouse , my computer mouse and everything i wanted to see in my house ..

they said they were helping. and in there eyes they were. but they were stripping me from my life. they took away my life. saying they were here for me. but they just wanted me to look perfect. I was there broken bell jar. but sometimes you can't always fix them. you have to let them be.

rage is the salve of a wounded culture .50 caliber Hallmark card from a distance pink mist explosion mr DU Tungsten introduced for a split second to the mote in god’s eye. pulse noise blood rushes shotgun shell heartbeat safety’s off baby i’m going out swinging 30 sweet .223 singing these bees are gonna buzz buzz buzz everyone’ll remember this i don't aim to miss

The walls were built with whispered words, “I love you” but every corner turned To dark, and every sky was bruised, not blue. I walked on shards of shattered glass, To keep your fragile peace intact, I gave away my own reflection, and lost myself within The act. You fed me drops of poisoned rain. And told me it was water pure, You broke the anchor of my mind, then swore you alone could cure. The heavy Air, the endless blame, the shifting lines of wrong and right. I shrunk To fit inside your palm, and let you eclipse all my light. But Something stirred beneath the ash, a quiet spark you couldn’t Drown, I realized the pedestal was just a cage you called a crown. I saw the strings attached to me, I felt the weight of all the lies, And for the first time in the dark, I opened my eyes. It wasn’t Loud, the day i left,

She's the hidden girl. The girl you sit with but never make eye contact with. The girl who's parent's think is doing fine, but as they fade away and ignore her. As she shows obvious signs of her in harm, and needing help. The girl who had something special that she loved, but somebody very close to her shattered it. The girl who drowns in her own thoughts wishing to be seen and heard. She plans to grow wings and fly away from all of humanity. I am The Hidden Girl

I wish to forget myself, forget the family who never cared The mother who was never there The father who never treated me Like a daughter I wish to forget the ghost of My past and the ghost I became I wish to forget the Bad memories that Would roll down my cheeks I wish to forget the sight of me in the mirror To forget the reflection of Black and blue I wish I didn’t forget Forget how to feel Forget how to laugh I wish I didn’t forget How to talk normally . How to act normally. How to be happy. How to be mad I wish many things, to exist is not one

Fix yourself before your broken They don’t want to see you like this On the floor every weekend Your kids are becoming scared of you You never listened…. You sober up Clean up Nothing matters but them You keep their photograph It serves you well You want to be there You want to watch them grow up You want to take their pain Your broken You love them but they’ll never listen She paints you as the bad guy “Because I am" You tell yourself

I am used to bond things… I am used to make knots to your desire I was proud to be me… I never thought I would be above a chair I screamed for her to stop She didn’t listen It was like she couldn’t hear me I watched her write something I wish I could’ve comforted her Tip….Knock…Crack Her mother walks in I am ashamed to be holding her daughter She falls to the floor sobbing “What have you done my sweet baby” She unfoled the note with such care She sobs more Her sobs dwell into the night...

A beautiful presence….. Once cheerful and happy and loving Now faded away….. A watchful dove Flying over the skies from above Watching me.... Still loving me A smile i will never see again- Only in my dreams....