The blue pill or the red pill? The choice is yours to make. Would you rather have millions with your current memories, or go back in time and relive life all over again? Such a tempting choice. Yet, strangely enough, I would choose the red pill. Because my past and all my experiences have made me who I am today. The crown on my head was forged through tears; my strength, through trials and tribulations I once thought would kill me. The blue pill offers an easier path, one wrapped in an innocence I sometimes envy. But in choosing it, I would lose my greatest treasure: the woman I have become and the greatest blessing in my life. I am who I am because of my past. Do I long for the innocent girl I used to be? Absolutely. Sometimes, I wish I could hold her, reassure her and tell her that everything will be alright.